Active Users:431 Time:04/06/2026 09:47:54 PM
Back to Messageboard Post New Thread Search Help Stats Rules
I am being serious Roland00 Send a noteboard - 09/02/2010 06:22:43 AM
yet even with this pain. Part of you even if it is just instinct crawling through the abyss of despair, part of you ... hopes. Even when you know that hope is a lie.

I remember a wicked and ironic sense of humor, but it's been a few years.


I am a person who has suffered through depression my entire life. I am a person who has experienced a lot of pain, including personal neglect that is bordering on abuse.

And I am gifted with a sense of empathy, that me makes me extremely aware of the pain of others, so much so that part of me is always behind layers so I am not so overwhelmed by this sense of empathy. I feel each other pain so clearly.

-----

I can't really put this into words well... but one good fictional representation of what I feel often is the character Gregory House of the show House M.D. He is clearly for lack of the better word "damaged" and "hurting" yet it isn't necessary that can be healed or fixed.

Even though he knows that life is miserable and full of pain, he realize at least it is out there, it least it exists, at least life has meaning even if in the grand scheme of things it is a speck of dust it is insignificant.
Reply to message
What drives you out of bed in the morning? Jason S - 06/02/2010 06:29:48 PM 1177 Views
Bacon beetnemesis - 06/02/2010 06:33:51 PM 833 Views
Re: Bacon Jason S - 06/02/2010 06:39:46 PM 800 Views
Re: Bacon Kaldric - 08/02/2010 05:46:29 PM 999 Views
Heh. I think I'll answer this because, well, I like being depressing. Jonielle - 06/02/2010 07:49:25 PM 894 Views
Hi Jo Jason S - 06/02/2010 08:10:39 PM 857 Views
Your mother Floffe - 06/02/2010 09:05:56 PM 881 Views
His mother is dead, fool. Have some compassion. callandor1000 - 07/02/2010 02:31:23 AM 839 Views
usually nothing ranagrande - 06/02/2010 09:10:46 PM 909 Views
An earnest desire to be the change I wish to see in the world BlackAdder - 06/02/2010 10:58:44 PM 830 Views
having to pee *NM* damookster - 07/02/2010 02:45:22 AM 403 Views
That was going to be my response also The Shrike - 07/02/2010 03:17:49 PM 828 Views
Food, Glorious Food. *NM* Great Lord of Chaos - 07/02/2010 04:28:43 AM 365 Views
"We're anxious to try some..." Tashmere - 09/02/2010 03:01:32 AM 897 Views
My desire to destroy the universe. Kuke - 07/02/2010 02:52:29 PM 818 Views
Gee, Kuke, what do you want to do today? jiggy - 07/02/2010 10:33:31 PM 954 Views
Sex, Drugs, and Rock & Roll. The Shrike - 07/02/2010 03:18:39 PM 924 Views
Really? Floffe - 07/02/2010 03:30:45 PM 829 Views
Good point, but!!!!! The Shrike - 07/02/2010 03:38:25 PM 900 Views
Now for a serious response. The Shrike - 07/02/2010 03:44:29 PM 846 Views
Is this chorabliss? Jason S - 08/02/2010 05:30:09 PM 833 Views
Since I'm disabled... vandevere - 07/02/2010 06:14:36 PM 796 Views
appreciate your response Jason S - 07/02/2010 06:58:41 PM 869 Views
Appreciate everyone's response. *NM* Jason S - 07/02/2010 07:06:42 PM 435 Views
The alarm clock ironclad - 07/02/2010 10:12:34 PM 743 Views
I'm a wage slave, if I don't get up I don't get paid, which would cause a few life issues *NM* mick - 08/02/2010 12:30:38 AM 459 Views
No beer and no strippers make Mick go CRAZY! *NM* Tayron - 09/02/2010 12:12:32 AM 426 Views
Life is miserable and full of pain Roland00 - 08/02/2010 12:54:19 AM 852 Views
How serious is Matt being? Jason S - 08/02/2010 01:06:31 AM 831 Views
Umm. I don't know if he was being serious but I totally identified with his answer. Tashmere - 09/02/2010 03:00:53 AM 892 Views
I am being serious Roland00 - 09/02/2010 06:22:43 AM 889 Views
My crowing roosters usually wake me up... LaSombra - 08/02/2010 05:21:57 PM 808 Views
I grew up with chickens... Jason S - 08/02/2010 05:34:49 PM 857 Views
Re: I grew up with chickens... LaSombra - 14/02/2010 10:21:05 PM 867 Views
I have to wake up early to renew the protective wards that hold the demon world back. Arok Manok's Astral Projection - 08/02/2010 07:48:38 PM 920 Views
Honestly? Mostly duty. Tashmere - 09/02/2010 02:59:19 AM 881 Views
Anticipation of my next nap. Seriously. JasonD - 28/02/2010 11:45:41 PM 820 Views
Back to Messageboard Post New Thread Search Help Stats Rules

Reply to Message

Block Quote Paragraph Quote
Formatting
Smiley Codes