Chickens? What? Why? Can't think... what's ... wrong ... with ... me!? Wait... I'm suddenly having my first moment of lucidity in years. What a complete and utter trainwreck of a person I have been! But Egwene chose to marry me anyway... What kind of senseless miserable person would marry me after witnessing my complete and utter lunacy first hand? She consciously chose to spend the rest of her life with me by her side!?

That fact that I was able to successfully save her life against those Seanchen only shows that my skill coupled with my insanity only makes me a danger to anyone around me! I could snap at any moment and only a channeler could stop me from killing whomever I choose.

I must warn Al Thor that his most powerful ally is bat #@&! crazy! Or evil? With Egwene in this position Shaitain may have already won, even if he is sealed away again!