I'm sure you got that, and I'm not sure I believe in anything anymore.
I'm much more concerned about your growth as a person in this world.
You are still young compared to me. I'm an old man. I used to be more like you. Then I had close family members who turned out to be those who's choices led to being condemned by strict Bible standards. I had to make a choice.
I chose family and tolerance.
In my old age, I embrace live and let live. I'm a libertarian so I neither need nor want the government to legislate based on my personal morality. That would be anathema to my "government that governs least" philosophy.
Yeah I'm well aware that when Jesus said about the adulteress, "let the one who is sinless cast the first stone," after all the Pharisees left he told her, "go your way and sin no more."
But he was Jesus. And I am not.
Keep you beliefs, I don't challenge them. But try a little more compassion and let God sort it out, if He exists.
*MySmiley*
"Bustin' makes me feel good!"
Ghostbusters, by Ray Parker Jr.