It is absolutely about trying to end the struggle and the pain. It's about concluding it's the only way to do so - and then acting on that. So far I have not done the latter because you are also right that it is not the only way to cope with the pain. It just seems that way, particularly when pounding vodka shots at 3 am with a shitty movie on the tube.
And please get out more. Come to the city - I'm happy to have a drink or just shoot the shit.
I'd like that. The hard part is making myself do it.
Mook
*MySmiley*
"Bustin' makes me feel good!"
Ghostbusters, by Ray Parker Jr.
*MySmiley*
"Bustin' makes me feel good!"
Ghostbusters, by Ray Parker Jr.
Suicide is painless...
10/06/2018 05:08:02 AM
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I've been having some of the same thoughts myself.
10/06/2018 08:47:00 PM
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I have somehow managed to make it to age 65 despite being suicidal since I was 12.
11/06/2018 12:28:37 AM
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My friend, I am sorry to read this.
11/06/2018 04:29:03 PM
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To live is to suffer. It's the price we pay for all the good things.
11/06/2018 04:48:49 PM
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Yes. You are right about that.
12/06/2018 09:40:27 PM
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