Journal: Entry for sue
Single and depressed. I wanted to be single, immediately fell in love with someone who did not share my feelings. I just got what I wished for. I did not want to jump into a relationship after just ending a veeery long one. Almost 8½ years. I mean, that's not the time to fall in love with someone. Especially if you work together. My life is crap. How the fuck did this happen? I'm so pathetic.
Let the LoL rule 
*kram*
Tack.
Feel like I was just part of a big practical joke. He acted like he really liked me both in public and private. I just don't get why. And now I'm gonna work with him on christmas eve. Looovin this christmas.
It sounds a lot like he took advantage of you when you were vulnerable.
That makes HIM pathetic, not you. You were simply hurt and raw, the only conditions under which you'd waste your time with him; he knew that and exploited it like a Myrddraal, which is to say, HALF man. Give yourself some time alone to heal and you'll be ready for someone worthy of you, but he sounds like bad news so be glad you're rid of him. As far as the work environment, people often do things they regret when they're hurting, and if the truth comes out I expect most people will understand that, while he'll look like the garbage he is.
I know none of that makes you feel a lot better now, but you've done nothing wrong and lost nothing, so try not to beat yourself up over it. Take some you time, enjoy your freedom and get strong, then when you're ready and meet a good guy you won't have Mr. Opportunist in the way of your happiness. *hugs*
I know none of that makes you feel a lot better now, but you've done nothing wrong and lost nothing, so try not to beat yourself up over it. Take some you time, enjoy your freedom and get strong, then when you're ready and meet a good guy you won't have Mr. Opportunist in the way of your happiness. *hugs*