Journal: Entry for Postsecret
I can't talk about anything!
Author: Postsecret Send a noteboard
Posted: 13/01/2011 03:40:56 PM
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It's a pain in the ass. But if I start talking, I'll just look even worse. I can't even talk to those I considered friends because they wouldn't want to know anyway. And I most especially can't explain to anyone about the path of self destruction I've gotten myself on. I'll just have to ride this train to the end and see what happens.
I call Bullshit
you made a choice. we all make choices in life. we all fuck up. and if someone is your friend- yes, they want to know. At least so long as it's the truth, not an omission, or a half truth. The game is 5 card stud, nothing wild, play w/ what you have in your hand. Show it or blow it.
That's what the PS screenname is for.
You can talk here. Or, you can find another forum where you're entirely unknown (if you're worried you'll be recognized just from the circumstances of your life) and talk there. Or you can talk to me via NB if you want. Remember though, you always have a choice.
You might be suprised at how forgiving people can be.
Especially if you come clean with them. I try to forgive people whether the ask or not but when they fess up it becomes so much easier.
Plus we all eff-up. Memories of their last spectacular screw-up might put them in a merciful mood towards you.
Every day is a new chance. Hang in there.
Plus we all eff-up. Memories of their last spectacular screw-up might put them in a merciful mood towards you.
Every day is a new chance. Hang in there.
Or. You can have lied to your friend for YEARS about everything..
It's a pain in the ass. But if I start talking, I'll just look even worse. I can't even talk to those I considered friends because they wouldn't want to know anyway. And I most especially can't explain to anyone about the path of self destruction I've gotten myself on. I'll just have to ride this train to the end and see what happens.
And then your friend finds out that they don't really know you because all you've done is lied.. so they aren't your friend anymore.
I realize i was a twat early-
It's a pain in the ass. But if I start talking, I'll just look even worse. I can't even talk to those I considered friends because they wouldn't want to know anyway. And I most especially can't explain to anyone about the path of self destruction I've gotten myself on. I'll just have to ride this train to the end and see what happens.
So ok you lied, about your life...for a long time, I seriously believe you should give your friends to chance really know the real you. Maybe the real you is better than the fake you? It's your life, it's what you make it. I make the same offer as Aeryn, if you need to talk NB, or call. 610-554-0191. you're still alive, the only things you can't change are after you are dead.