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I'm probably not the right person to answer this question... damookster Send a noteboard - 08/05/2010 09:34:35 PM
because I have concluded that it doesn't get any better. Chronic depression is like your shadow. Sometimes you notice it more than others but it's almost always there. I wish I could tell you it gets easier with time. But I can't. For me, it hasn't. In fact, it has gotten worse. My make me happy pills pretty much keep me from giving up. That's the extent of what they can do. I try to look for small spots of color in the ocean of gray that is my life. Why don't I kill myself? Because I wouldn't do that to my wife and kids. But if it happened on its own, I wouldn't fight it at all.
Mook

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"Bustin' makes me feel good!"

Ghostbusters, by Ray Parker Jr.
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Danae-Log: So. What makes life worth living? Danae al'Thor - 08/05/2010 05:04:26 PM 1527 Views
The good bits Camilla - 08/05/2010 05:17:37 PM 1146 Views
Re: There are cannibals out there who believe(d) that if you ate bits of your enemy/someone, Danae al'Thor - 08/05/2010 05:24:16 PM 1020 Views
Re: There are cannibals out there who believe(d) that if you ate bits of your enemy/someone, Camilla - 08/05/2010 05:27:27 PM 963 Views
Re: It's because the muscles haven't gotten all developed and stringy yet. Danae al'Thor - 08/05/2010 05:28:44 PM 1073 Views
Re: It's because the muscles haven't gotten all developed and stringy yet. Camilla - 08/05/2010 05:30:42 PM 908 Views
Re: I think lots of us had pre-construed that anyway. Sorry. Danae al'Thor - 08/05/2010 05:35:16 PM 1025 Views
Re: I think lots of us had pre-construed that anyway. Sorry. Camilla - 08/05/2010 05:45:35 PM 964 Views
Re: It said: Danae al'Thor - 08/05/2010 06:01:59 PM 971 Views
Re: It said: Camilla - 09/05/2010 12:04:37 AM 840 Views
Excellent reply *NM* ironclad - 10/05/2010 12:34:10 PM 599 Views
Try meditation. Just breathing exercises and relaxation. Tom - 08/05/2010 05:24:34 PM 1094 Views
Re: Um, I meditate. And I manage quote fine without CDs to do it. *NM* Danae al'Thor - 08/05/2010 05:27:28 PM 615 Views
I would posit you're not doing a good job if you're considering suicide. *NM* Tom - 09/05/2010 04:39:05 AM 613 Views
Re: I'm not considering suicide! It says so in my post! I'm so annoyed with people who assume I am! Danae al'Thor - 09/05/2010 05:23:37 AM 1087 Views
Why do you need to affirmatively say you're not considering suicide, then? Tom - 09/05/2010 05:41:50 AM 1098 Views
Re: Because I wanted to make clear my problem, and ask for a little help that wasn't about fixing me Danae al'Thor - 09/05/2010 05:50:27 AM 1039 Views
Suicide is scary A Deathwatch Guard - 08/05/2010 05:28:00 PM 1124 Views
Re: It's a self-propagating cycle, feeling bad. Danae al'Thor - 08/05/2010 05:34:13 PM 1005 Views
Dunno p hart - 08/05/2010 06:01:06 PM 1128 Views
Re: That's a never-ending line. *NM* Danae al'Thor - 08/05/2010 06:09:40 PM 525 Views
I can only think of one reason Bramhodoulos - 08/05/2010 06:43:11 PM 1161 Views
Re: I feel a little ignorant. Danae al'Thor - 08/05/2010 06:45:47 PM 923 Views
Yeah, that one (typos ) Bramhodoulos - 08/05/2010 06:46:37 PM 1074 Views
Frankly, I agree, but it's not something of which people can be really be "convinced. " Joel - 12/05/2010 12:43:29 AM 1138 Views
No Bramhodoulos - 12/05/2010 12:53:42 AM 1043 Views
Oh, I totally agree. Joel - 12/05/2010 01:05:29 AM 950 Views
Ah, so you used "convinced" as a verb and not as a participle *NM* Bramhodoulos - 12/05/2010 09:30:59 AM 595 Views
Right. Joel - 12/05/2010 12:17:59 PM 1311 Views
personally LadyLorraine - 08/05/2010 06:45:45 PM 1019 Views
Re: How many horses do you have? Danae al'Thor - 08/05/2010 06:48:27 PM 915 Views
I have two LadyLorraine - 08/05/2010 06:55:39 PM 1067 Views
That's an insanely hard question Danae SilverWarder - 08/05/2010 08:53:06 PM 1118 Views
Re: Danae al'Thor - 08/05/2010 08:58:50 PM 1189 Views
Ah, I see SilverWarder - 08/05/2010 09:19:22 PM 1056 Views
Re: I think the difference between you and me in some ways is... Danae al'Thor - 08/05/2010 09:27:17 PM 903 Views
Well - I'm glad it's of some help :-) SilverWarder - 09/05/2010 09:39:20 AM 967 Views
So what makes you think death is any better? *NM* Dark Knight - 08/05/2010 09:11:46 PM 567 Views
Re: Um, since I am not contemplating suicide, it's not an issue. Danae al'Thor - 08/05/2010 09:16:39 PM 1123 Views
Answers lie within Dark Knight - 08/05/2010 09:43:01 PM 1058 Views
Re: I rather like that idea myself. Danae al'Thor - 08/05/2010 10:02:34 PM 1031 Views
No easy answer. Beqi - 08/05/2010 09:26:52 PM 851 Views
Re: Dude, my new pills have cured my insomnia, it is awesome. I'd forgotten about that. Danae al'Thor - 08/05/2010 09:28:54 PM 999 Views
I'm probably not the right person to answer this question... damookster - 08/05/2010 09:34:35 PM 1250 Views
Re: Don't take this the wrong way... Danae al'Thor - 08/05/2010 09:36:21 PM 1101 Views
I'm praying for you right now... vandevere - 10/05/2010 10:08:32 PM 992 Views
I just wanna know what's next, 'cause it tends to be baffling. (beat.) - 08/05/2010 10:18:16 PM 1125 Views
Re: Do you believe in reincarnation? You might be able to! *NM* Danae al'Thor - 09/05/2010 05:24:17 AM 481 Views
That would be way awesome. (beat.) - 09/05/2010 11:53:40 PM 1075 Views
Re: I haven't read it. Or heard of it. Let us know what it's like! *NM* Danae al'Thor - 10/05/2010 08:36:41 AM 621 Views
It's small, sweet and related to all this stuff here. *NM* (beat.) - 10/05/2010 12:09:47 PM 532 Views
Experience Larry - 08/05/2010 10:44:08 PM 1118 Views
Re: You need to grow a beard, Larry. Danae al'Thor - 09/05/2010 05:25:20 AM 1044 Views
Who's to say I haven't? Larry - 09/05/2010 11:56:56 AM 879 Views
I'm fairly certain there isn't some magic "thing." nossy - 08/05/2010 10:45:34 PM 956 Views
Re: That's interesting. Danae al'Thor - 09/05/2010 05:26:34 AM 1002 Views
Re: That's interesting. nossy - 09/05/2010 09:12:38 PM 934 Views
Because I can't be world dictator if I am dead random thoughts - 08/05/2010 10:47:37 PM 948 Views
Re: I think it's a RAFOnaut thing, to want to be world dictator. Danae al'Thor - 09/05/2010 05:28:01 AM 1052 Views
Helping other people. *NM* BlackAdder - 08/05/2010 10:51:28 PM 482 Views
Re: If you don't mind my asking, Danae al'Thor - 09/05/2010 05:31:22 AM 999 Views
Re: If you don't mind my asking, BlackAdder - 09/05/2010 10:11:43 PM 1008 Views
Can't help you there. jh - 08/05/2010 11:22:01 PM 993 Views
Re: When the theses are done they can be fun! *NM* Danae al'Thor - 09/05/2010 05:31:48 AM 533 Views
Hmmm. No. jh - 09/05/2010 04:44:44 PM 1072 Views
Some days it just boils down to duty. Tashmere - 09/05/2010 12:52:06 AM 1118 Views
Re: The no expectations thing is HARD. To do on a moment-to-moment basis. Danae al'Thor - 09/05/2010 05:43:00 AM 1077 Views
I was in a slightly bleak mood when I wrote the first reply. I need to amend it. Tashmere - 13/05/2010 12:59:09 AM 1156 Views
That there will be a sixth season of Supernatural? Sophy - 09/05/2010 06:30:34 AM 1078 Views
Re: I actually haven't watched anything since xxx released ddd and told aaa he'd say ssss. Danae al'Thor - 09/05/2010 10:28:03 AM 885 Views
love, connection with others, the awe of being alive in the world temeraire - 09/05/2010 07:17:34 AM 880 Views
Re: You don't have to find stuff for me! Danae al'Thor - 09/05/2010 10:31:00 AM 975 Views
Love is all that keeps me sane. rebelaessedai - 09/05/2010 07:31:44 AM 1005 Views
Re: *NM* Danae al'Thor - 09/05/2010 10:31:18 AM 454 Views
Whatever you decide it does smaug - 09/05/2010 10:17:09 AM 1001 Views
Re: I have not seen that, that is KICKASS. Danae al'Thor - 09/05/2010 10:38:34 AM 1023 Views
*flourishes hat* smaug - 09/05/2010 08:44:33 PM 1167 Views
That video is excellent, thanks! *NM* SilverWarder - 09/05/2010 05:52:11 PM 458 Views
Bad dancing is too awesome to not be shared *NM* smaug - 09/05/2010 08:46:27 PM 513 Views
Yep, it's one of those clips that makes you think mankind isn't that bad after all *NM* ironclad - 11/05/2010 09:20:38 AM 571 Views
The small things. Rebekah - 09/05/2010 10:45:46 AM 1101 Views
Re: Dammit, Rebekah, now I have a song playing in my head. Danae al'Thor - 09/05/2010 11:06:46 AM 850 Views
waitwaitwait Camilla - 09/05/2010 12:18:13 PM 869 Views
Re: Read the review when I post it! Danae al'Thor - 09/05/2010 03:19:14 PM 1075 Views
Carnal bliss, hydrocodone and brownies Vodalus - 09/05/2010 10:47:24 AM 1133 Views
Re: hydrocodone = pain meds? Paracetamol? Danae al'Thor - 09/05/2010 11:10:22 AM 958 Views
It's an opiod often combined with paracetamol. Vodalus - 09/05/2010 05:46:50 PM 1163 Views
To crush your enemies, to see them driven before you... TaskmasterJack - 10/05/2010 01:40:14 AM 962 Views
Re: Make sure your dentures are in. *NM* Danae al'Thor - 10/05/2010 08:35:49 AM 445 Views
Hmm. I'm trying to seriously consider your question. Nate - 10/05/2010 02:21:32 AM 1006 Views
Re: As a neutral third party, I hate that girl. Danae al'Thor - 10/05/2010 04:47:06 PM 1051 Views
Spring-time forests with flowers *NM* Floffe - 10/05/2010 05:59:46 AM 465 Views
Re: *NM* Danae al'Thor - 10/05/2010 08:41:19 AM 453 Views
I stick around for updates to the Danae-Log! Avendesora - 10/05/2010 12:14:43 PM 1103 Views
Re: Dude. Danae al'Thor - 10/05/2010 04:44:24 PM 911 Views
Heh. click the link. Avendesora - 10/05/2010 05:45:53 PM 1057 Views
Re: <whistles> Bayyyyybeee. Danae al'Thor - 10/05/2010 06:04:51 PM 957 Views
Perv. *NM* Avendesora - 11/05/2010 02:00:43 AM 557 Views
Re: Danae-Log: So. What makes life worth living? lyringlas - 11/05/2010 09:28:09 PM 974 Views
Love and the people who share it still seem the best answer. Joel - 12/05/2010 01:01:51 AM 978 Views
I don't think it's a question to ask, but a decision to make Helene - 14/05/2010 07:38:46 PM 1125 Views
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