It's on page 8 - at the end. After Paran but before Nimander Apsa'lara scene. Or just have it - it's very short:

Aye, they’re still upset all right.

‘I knew a warrior once. Awakening from a wound to the head believing he was a dog, and what are dogs if not loyalty lacking wits? So here I stand, woman, and my eyes are filled with tears. For that warrior, who was my friend, who died thinking he was a dog. Too loyal to be sent home, too filled with faith to leave. These are the world’s fallen. When I dream, I see them in their thousands, chewing at their own wounds. So, do not speak to me of freedom. He was right all along. We live in chains. Beliefs to shackle, vows to choke our throats, the cage of a mortal life, this is our fate. Who do I blame? I blame the gods. And curse them with fire in my heart.

‘When she comes to me, when she says that it’s time, I shall take my sword in hand. You say that I am a man of too few words, but against the sea of needs, words are weak as sand. Now, woman, tell me again of your boredom, this stretch of days and nights outside a city obsessed with mourning. I stand before you, eyes leaking with the grief of a dead friend, and all I get from you is a siege of silence.’

She said, ‘You have a damned miserable way of talking your way into my bed. Fine then, get in. Just don’t break me.’

‘I only break what I do not want.’

‘And if the days of this relationship are numbered?’

‘They are,’ he replied, and then he grinned. ‘But not the nights.’

Faintly, the distant city’s bells tolled their grief at the fall of darkness, and in the blue-lit streets and alleys, dogs howled.


It does make sense I suppose. I just thought First Heroes came much later and that they all became soletaken and D'ivers in the ritual of the First Empire.