from my evil ways, sharing the path to true enlightenment and happiness? How thoughtful of you.
Nope
Finding your own path is a personal journey. It is not my journey even by example / instruction / inspiration...it is all your own.
Find your joy, find your chara (a source of joy) via being your own or . The path of charis / grace is only one source path to finding this joy.
Find your own path and revel in it as its own thanksgiving / gratitude / eucharist.
If you revel in the vanquishing of others and schadenfreude good for you. But remember all things pass and the suffering will return, finding your joy during this journey is merely a way to combat the pain that is suffering that is all.
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Thus, I had so long suffer’d, in this quest,
Heard failure prophesied so oft, been writ
So many times among “The Band”—to wit,
The knights who to the Dark Tower’s search address’d
Their steps—that just to fail as they, seem’d best.
And all the doubt was now—should I be fit?
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Dauntless the slug-horn to my lips I set,
And blew “Childe Roland to the Dark Tower came.”