So as you probably know a man ran down a bunch of pedestrians in a rental van in Toronto yesterday. I'm from Toronto originally though I love outside the city now. At the time of the attacks I was a few blocks away. One of my girls used to work at a bar he killed people outside of. My grandma was on that sidewalk hour earlier
What the hell is the world coming to.
My brain combines all this alteration and it causes a terrible triggering, a collision of combinations.
It doesn't help that the sea of chaos that is my brain is super satured even more so with the way you talked about love, women, and death in your post...while already over stimulated by all the stuff that the news media does with visual mediums and the headlines that are seared into print.
I do not know how I feel anymore about this it is too much.
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Back to reality, yes my mind has been on Toronto for I have some friends who are living in that fair city.