but I've got a very short attentionspan (and a temper that is very quickly up and down)so I have to remind myself all the time and not be distracted if the person I'm angry with is behaving nice or if I even just talk a little to him/her. It is a problem really, while people dont think I'm serious when I tell them that I'm angry about something.

I'm also really bad at conflicts and avoid them to a ridiculous level, which I'm really not proud of. I think it has to do with my upbringing. Everyone else in my family except my father are very moody and are very angry for a long time, so I've learned to avoid making people angry, while I dont want them to be brooding and yelling ages after I've forgotten what the whole thing was about.


I have managed to stay angry with a few people though, like most of my middleschoolclass and a few former friends. But I think the keypoint here is that I havent spoken to them since we got on really bad terms. When my 6thgrade archnemesis added me at Facebook I was really freaked out by this, but couldnt really say no, but as soon as she'd interacted with me a few times I felt weirdly ok with her.