random thoughts is yours? Talk about your unlikely pairings....
Joel Send a noteboard - 18/03/2011 04:32:17 PM

I wish I could get over that kind of thing. But it's this feeling I get from you, and it makes me uncomfortable around here... so I don't come around much anymore.
Is that fair? I don't know. I tend to take things more personally than I should. I know that, and I've tried to work on it over the years, with varying degrees of success.
And I think I'd share more of myself if I wasn't numb from anti-depressants and mood stabilizers. The parts of me I would share... even on the serious stuff, like the issues you were referencing... I'm just apathetic about it all, I guess.
So... anyway, my random thoughts.
Is that fair? I don't know. I tend to take things more personally than I should. I know that, and I've tried to work on it over the years, with varying degrees of success.
And I think I'd share more of myself if I wasn't numb from anti-depressants and mood stabilizers. The parts of me I would share... even on the serious stuff, like the issues you were referencing... I'm just apathetic about it all, I guess.
So... anyway, my random thoughts.
*hugs* Sometimes our minds are our own worst enemy. I believe you know that, but occasional reminders can help sometimes, too. If you were using "you" solely in the singular, well, I'll leave that between ya'll, but it's not fair to yourself to let differences with one person take a whole community away from you, nor fair to the community to let them take you away from it. So come play with us more, if only because I'm never on FB and you're never on Skype (why are you never on Skype?

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Last First in wotmania Chat
Slightly better than chocolate.
Love still can't be coerced.
Please Don't Eat the Newbies!

LoL. Be well, RAFOlk.
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random thoughts is yours? Talk about your unlikely pairings....
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Re: random thoughts is yours? Talk about your unlikely pairings....
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