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Confessions of a Serial Dater [Part 1: The Korean] globug0822 Send a noteboard - 06/10/2010 05:25:28 AM
"Does this turn you on?"

He's whispering to me.

Outside.

We are in a park and he is leaning over me and trying to make out with me.

Again.

I thought we got past this before but apparently just like peasant shirts and skinny jeans we just keep coming back to this. I decide that silence is the best option.

"Does this make you uncomfortable?"

"Yes.Yes it does."

Yes it does. How could it not!?! I just met you like 3 hours ago and you are trying to make this happen. I am so sorry but it is no, in fact, going to happen.

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I started going out on dates because after taking a solid look at the fact it is clear that I am not putting myself out there. I need to get out and have some fun! Experience life! I need to be the architect of my own happiness or some junk.

True, the first few experiences have not been exactly amazing, but I have to have faith that there is someone out there who like me for who I am, make me feel amazing, and with whom I can share my love of wacky things that are also zany. If I found guys like that in the past, I must be able to find them again right? And with my lack of a social convention like church, school, or wotmania to help me, I must venture out on my own.

Contained here-in is an honest and true account of the events that led up to what I will henceforth refer to as the "Awkward Park Incident." I will do my best to provide you with all of the comedy such situations can provide, but at the end I will ask for you help, dear readers- so stay tuned.

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I stopped off at my old work first.

Since he asked me to meet him at a Starbucks near my former stomping grounds I thought it only right to see them. It was pleasant enough, but was sad when I had to tear myself away to tromp across the street to be on time for my date.

I ordered my short soy hot chocolate and sat down to wait.

12:02 phone call transcribed in a a Google Voice text+e-mail

(yes, I gave him my Google Voice phone number, not my ACTUAL phone number. Don't judge me.)

" Gloria, it's XXX, How you doing. Looks like there's like construction everywhere and stuff like that. So Yeah, sorry I'm running a little late. I'll probably be about. 10 or 15 minutes or so. Yeah, just gimme a call back (XXX) 555-1212 alright. See you later. "

Awesome.

5 min later a not bad looking dude walks in. He does not remove his sunglasses.

"Have you eaten? I was thinking we could go to Bo Lings."

It's about half a mile walk so I agree. We walk. It's hot. He tells me a story about how he applied to Bo Lings in another part of town but decided not to take the job because he couldn't understand the "words that were coming out of the manager's mouth." Also they apparently referred to him as "The Korean" in Chinese, which he apparently can understand... at least a bit.

He asks the waiter how much a coke is before ordering one. Yeesh.

We eat. The conversation is awkward, as I am given to understand is common in such occurrences.

He talks about his class in International law... something about tariffs... and I try to ask politely what they are specifically about. He takes this to mean that I do not understand what TARIFFS are and gives me a snide explanation. I reiterate that I know that they are in general but was asking about this one specifically and he repeats his condescending explanation and I laugh and say never mind.

I catch him staring at my cleavage and button my cardigan. His creepy gaze makes me feel like taking a shower but at least now he has taken off his sunglasses.

There is more of what I can only assume is meant to be polite conversation.

He tells stories about his church, his schooling, and his strangely repressed friends.

I politely ask questions about all of these things because dating is about having fun and getting to know people.

I wonder vaguely when the fun is supposed to start.

To my surprise, he pays at the end of the meal. I was envisioning splitting the check. Oh well.

He suggests going to a nearby park. I later find out the park is known for strange men masturbating in public. I assume he, like me, has no knowledge of this.

I am bored with most of the conversation and I get tired of either talking about myself or asking him to elaborate on his boring boring life. He refers to his personality as "type B+" not once, not twice, but three times.

He says something I cannot hear and then schooches closer quite clumsily before kissing me. I feel a lot like a 12 year old girl being kissed by an 11 year -old distant cousin twice removed. It feels sort of like kissing the back of my hand. He seems to be into it and I wonder if it will scar him if I pull away.

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An aside.

I have been criticized lately by one spurned potential suitor for being too picky.

He actually posted a video of some guy ranting about how picky women are and how they refuse to "pay the price of admission" by accepting flaws in their partners.

I went through stages in my reaction the first being white hot anger, then questioning, and then after a lot of crying, I ended up very confused. I resolved to examine myself to make sure that, in the future, I would try hard not to be too picky, but that there was NO WAY I was going to date that jerk and I was glad I had made the decision to spurn him.

Okay, where was I? Oh yes, the weird-o guy was kissing me strangely and without provocation.

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In just a few moments I decide that I do not like kissing him and eff the guy who made me feel guilty, I am out to have FUN, not to be uncomfortable and I pull away. I employ my trusty jabbering skills and I talk about everything under the sun.

There is another conversation where-in we discuss what to do next.


Again, I wonder if I am being too harsh. This guy seems... well not psyco, just awkward. That happens, right? People can be both awkward and cool in their own way.

We decide to go to another park.

We walk, we talk. We do not have anything in common. He doesn't like movies.

He doesn't watch T.V.

He thinks conversations about emotions and complaining are boring.

This guy is NOT going to like me.

I am not entirely sure but I think he asks when my parents will be home from work. It takes me a moment to figure out what he means. He wants to go someplace with less people.

Oh freaking a.

Seriously?

Luckily the park has people. He wouldn't try to kiss me again would he?

When we arrive at the other park he is looking around voraciously for a "quite place" with "less people."

Ugh.

I should have followed Jack Donaghy's advice and never gone with hippy to a second location. Well... this guy isn't a hippy but I think the principal is sound.
We find a spot near the street with a tree and sit down.

He wants to move, the other side of the tree nearer the street. I sit down and get scraped by the tree.

He wants to move, the other side of the tree nearer the park. I sit down. There is more boring talk. I try to think of an excuse to leave. I lay down on the grass and try to just enjoy the sun and the tree and nature and he leans over me.

Back to the beginning.

I thought we got past the kissing business but apparently I am too freaking hawt and just like peasant shirts and skinny jeans we just keep coming back to this.

Silence.

His hand is on my boob. Out in public. Gross. He is stage whispering things at me. I move his hand.


Ew. Ew. Ew.

I close my eyes tightly and try not to think of how different this is from what I want.

I say it makes me uncomfortable and he stops. What in the WORLD happened?!? What am I projecting that invites this kind of weirdness? I know that to grow I REALLY need to be more forceful. These type of shenanigans will not be tolerated at THIS school!!

But seriously, don't people just go out to have fun?

Am I naive in thinking that THIS is not the norm for social encounters? I mean is the physical intimacy of BOOB TOUCHING totally standard for 3-hour acquaintances?

Anyway. He wants to meet up again on Monday.

What say you?

Second date or no?

Does this dude deserve a second chance? Did nerves make him act strangely and I am being too picky or is this the end for our would-be hero?

YOU DECIDE!

Yes, hive mind, I am appealing to you for your sage advice.

LET THE SAGE ADVICE BEGIN!!!!

end transmission
~g~

*MySmiley*
CrazedWeasel
"Do not waste time bothering whether you "love" your neighbor; act as if you did...When you are behaving as if you loved someone you will presently come to love him."-- C. S. Lewis
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Confessions of a Serial Dater [Part 1: The Korean] - 06/10/2010 05:25:28 AM 1412 Views
Do you really need us to answer that question? *NM* - 06/10/2010 05:43:03 AM 527 Views
Well... - 06/10/2010 05:47:57 AM 885 Views
As a veteran Move-Too-Faster he was coming on WAY too strong for a first date. - 06/10/2010 05:48:48 AM 1006 Views
Thank you, sirrah! *NM* - 06/10/2010 05:53:30 AM 573 Views
NP. - 06/10/2010 06:32:01 AM 1027 Views
You should have just gone with it. I feel like you need to get laid. *NM* - 06/10/2010 05:52:54 AM 616 Views
Seconded *NM* - 06/10/2010 05:54:29 AM 491 Views
Discounted. *NM* - 06/10/2010 05:55:19 AM 481 Views
LOL You're funny. - 06/10/2010 05:54:42 AM 972 Views
In addition... - 06/10/2010 06:07:15 AM 876 Views
Fair enough. My point still stands, though. *NM* - 06/10/2010 07:17:30 AM 510 Views
There's people to have sex with when you need to get laid. This guy isn't that people. - 06/10/2010 08:53:45 AM 918 Views
Point. *NM* - 06/10/2010 04:18:41 PM 517 Views
Way too fast! Makes me want to slap him for you! - 06/10/2010 06:59:23 AM 829 Views
BWAHhAhAHHAaaa. Nice. ^_^ *NM* - 06/10/2010 04:04:04 PM 521 Views
WTF? - 06/10/2010 08:51:21 AM 986 Views
LOL - 06/10/2010 09:07:44 AM 938 Views
*NM* - 06/10/2010 10:44:38 AM 545 Views
While I agree on the WTF factor... - 06/10/2010 11:37:55 AM 1056 Views
You are responsible for how you let someone treat you - 06/10/2010 01:44:41 PM 930 Views
You're right, of course... - 06/10/2010 04:16:19 PM 916 Views
More people should have a little Helene on their shoulder *NM* - 06/10/2010 04:44:00 PM 546 Views
Well, I wasn't really considering it... - 06/10/2010 04:04:52 PM 856 Views
A couple of things - 06/10/2010 09:06:52 AM 946 Views
This was a truly amazing piece of analysis... - 06/10/2010 02:10:07 PM 853 Views
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Hell, no? *NM* - 06/10/2010 09:49:36 AM 538 Views
Koreans are incredibly fun - 06/10/2010 10:16:58 AM 946 Views
LOL Nice. *NM* - 06/10/2010 04:08:38 PM 475 Views
Run like hell. Right now. - 06/10/2010 11:35:24 AM 1096 Views
Fair point. - 06/10/2010 04:10:14 PM 993 Views
My advice to you: - 06/10/2010 01:32:34 PM 897 Views
I agree and disagree with you - 06/10/2010 02:11:34 PM 867 Views
I thought we'd agreed - 06/10/2010 02:16:13 PM 796 Views
What sort? - 06/10/2010 04:11:30 PM 854 Views
I would say piranha, but I'm not sure you want to pay that food bill - 06/10/2010 06:36:29 PM 821 Views
Buy a breeding pair and the problem solves itself. - 07/10/2010 01:07:24 PM 1066 Views
Re: My advice to you: - 06/10/2010 10:27:25 PM 1393 Views
I recently watched - 07/10/2010 11:30:19 AM 817 Views
While there is such a thing as being "too picky" - 06/10/2010 02:34:23 PM 904 Views
It wasn't so much disgust as nothing. - 06/10/2010 04:13:35 PM 1082 Views
Being too picky? - 06/10/2010 02:54:16 PM 917 Views
No, it wasn't fun. - 06/10/2010 04:14:18 PM 895 Views
I'd have to go with No! - 06/10/2010 03:26:54 PM 902 Views
Hells to the no, Glo. (Now with content.) - 06/10/2010 04:39:57 PM 1172 Views
You're the best *hugs* *NM* - 07/10/2010 03:23:06 AM 586 Views
I STRONGLY agree with this: - 07/10/2010 01:11:12 PM 879 Views
Honestly, I can understand. - 06/10/2010 07:34:57 PM 882 Views
Hurry up and tap that before he gets away! - 06/10/2010 10:29:42 PM 915 Views
It's because you're white... - 08/10/2010 01:56:34 AM 1149 Views

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