I have complete faith in God. Just think he's an asshole sometimes, especially now. I can tell myself that it was meant to be, but it still doesn't stop from swearing at Him and Ash. Seems really awful, swearing at the dead.

I'm truly glad to hear you have such faith. I'm sure Ash understands you swearing at him as he looks down from above on the one he loves, and doesn't mind. If you need to beat your fists on God's chest, it's allowed - God has the strongest chest in the universe! So don't feel guilty about upsetting God with it. He understands - after all, he's the only one who knows everything.

Thank you. That is extremely sweet. I know I'll look back some day and think about how his event changed my whole life. Maybe.

He'd better be. I'm holding him personally responsible for my future happiness. If I'm not happy woe betide him when I die.

You will be. God and Ash and your guardian angel will make sure you have a long and happy life with children and grandchildren who grow up to love their Mummy and Granny Aimee. And it's no less than you deserve.

*hugs* I'm glad you said all that

I've been thinking about you ever since I heard the news from Kiyarda in chat. I've been praying for God to be with you. I've been trying to make myself cry so I could at least think that I'd cried some of your tears for you, but I think I need longer to work myself into it.

Maryam verse 34: "And peace was on me the day I was born, and peace will be on me the day I shall die, and the day I shall be raised up to life again."

Love and thoughts, Tim.


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