and the constant closeness to medicstuff and even to needleish stuff has actually made me feel less bad from seeing them; especially since Im dependent on this job and dont dare to tell that Im a needlephobiac.

First times I had to swap clothes at a person having that kind of liquidthing into her veins I almost passed out and was seconds from running to the toilet and throw up, but I managed and now I can almost pretend the nasty thing isnt there. Isnt that amazingly great? *feels very proud and confused*




Warder to the fair Sophy



Kory: not forgotten.